Music to the ears
This is a nice song. I have been listening to it. Today I went to check out the lyrics and I realised it sounds really emo.
MATT WERTZ 5:19I'd be lying through my teeth if I told you
That I'm ok
July came, I thought I had it all together
Until you said
"I need some space"
Truth be told
It's so hard to wait
One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
We both know that I could think myself dizzy
Right now I'm spinning around
You said, "baby, don't worry"
But I just miss you right now
I said, I miss you right now
One eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
Baby, take all the time you need
I just want you to know
I'll be here, waiting
With one eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19....
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I'd want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go.
(x2)
ooooo....
Ain't letting go
Doing justice back to her blog. :)
I'm bored and so here I am, at this abandoned blog of mine. I stare at the date when I last blogged - January 02, 2010 and realised it has been EONS ago ever since I updated this page. Therefore, I decided to bring some justice to it and type in some stuff. I wonder who will be the first few people who witness this 'honourable' moment but if you are among them, then you are someone who indeed cares about me. THANK YOU! *Gives yourself a pat on the back*
I read some of my previous posts and discovered how things have changed so tremendously in this year ever since the last post was made. All the resolutions I made before, some came true, some didn't. My GPA dropped but I got healthier. Sevvy got 2nd for the Hall dance competition, JDC was a success, but I don't think I got more organised. Neither that I saved more money. BUT MAYBE, i made more friends. I guess I enjoyed my school life, I learnt some new stuff along the way but year 2010 thus far doesn't seem to be a great year.
I realised that at the end of the day, no one may be there for you but you know that you are always there for yourself. (Kudos to Han who made me realise this) I guess at the age of 20, I have learnt to be stronger. It's all about starting to know what I want. Sometimes I wonder if I can stop thinking for other people and be just a little selfish to think for myself. But, i know I can never seem to do that cause the cloud of guilt comes flooding in right there. I'm sure most of my friends are like this too. :) If that's how our brains work, we have to accept and embrace it.
After all, decisions have to be made. For the better or worst, we will only know when the truth hits us real hard.
